A Tale of
Two Girards Features Death in Many Forms
(Verse
format)
Gary Marvin Davison
The
history of Minneapolis
has
always been a tale of two Girards.
And
so goes the tale to this day:
On
Girard Avenue South,
she
awakens
in
a warm sixteen by sixteen
space
of her own
to
the smell of
bacon
frying,
toast
toasting,
brief
cases flying,
people
preparing to go out buying.
She
brushes,
bustles,
bathes
and
eats
before
hopping into her Honda Accord,
a
gift at the dawn of her seventeenth year,
for
the drive to St. Paul Academy
and
a
day of college preparation.
On
Girard Avenue North,
she
awakens in a cold cubicle
that
she shares with two little sisters,
washes
her face,
brushes
her teeth,
helps
her sisters get ready
and
strides to the corner
to
catch the bus
and
the
ride to North High School,
where
a welcome free breakfast
will
still the rumbling in her stomach,
if
not the trouble in her heart.
On
Girard Avenue South,
he
gets up to the cheery sound
of
piped
in tunes,
the
smell of pancakes,
and
the
promise of preparation
in
his bathroom adjacent
to
his
twelve
by eighteen space in the world.
Doctor
Momma has already left for the clinic;
Professor
Daddy drives him to a day
where
college begins at grade five,
Breck
Academy,
Harvard
University Preparatory School
of
the Midwest.
On
Girard Avenue North,
he
arises, his ears still ringing
from
a night of scattered gunshots
and
sirens racing into dark less dark
sirens racing into dark less dark
than
the tenor of his soul.
Mama
never came home,
daddy
never has been,
so
since he’s on his own,
he
thinks he’ll just skip school this time.
Down
on Humboldt, a new family awaits,
not
the best dudes,
he
knows that,
but
offering
protection,
perilous
profit,
gratification
now
for
mortality coming too soon.
Seems
better than Bethune Elementary.
Once
back at Girard Avenue South,
she
greets her private tutor;
she
only got a 33 on her first try at the ACT so,
knowing
that many of her Yale competitors
these
days are scoring a perfect 36,
she
obtains the professional boost
that
purchased their success.
She’s
not sure what the latter means,
but
she knows it’s grand
and
will
make mom and dad proud.
Once
back on Girard Avenue North,
she
does her worksheets for history homework,
given
to her by a teacher without explanation
and
in
the absence of contextual discussion.
She
tries to do her algebra II homework,
but
she passed algebra I and geometry
with
a “C” without really grasping the subjects,
and
her
current teacher shows no interest
in
advancing her skill;
from
her roost at the creaky dining room table
her
little sisters are way more noisy than creaky,
so
she gives up.
Momma
won’t be back until late,
the
little ones will need to be fed,
and
not long after dinner and television
they’ll
all get sleepy enough for bed.
Once
back at Girard Avenue North,
after
violin lessons,
he
does his algebra homework,
carefully,
because
he knows mastery will be
important
for understanding calculus
a
few years hence:
Doctor
Momma and Professor Daddy
told
him so.
Algebra done, he saves history homework
and
an
initial draft of his English research paper
for
after dinner,
tortellini
professionally
presented
by
the cook with Caesar salad and home-baked bread.
Homework
done,
a
look at his Chinese assignment for the Saturday school,
another
round of the violin,
and
he’s off to bed.
Springing
from Girard Avenue South,
having
successfully attained that 36 on the ACT,
she's
off to Yale in the autumn,
faces
of mom and dad all aglow.
Still
stuck at Girard Avenue North,
she
endures a pregnancy
incurred
out of ever-present
boredom
and
options
never
offered.
Proceeding
from Girard Avenue South
from
grade 5 to grade 6,
he’s
at the top of his class
and
on
a path to succeed;
although
success remains a mystery,
he’s
seen it many times.
One
day the fast life grabs him
walking
out of Girard Avenue North,
throws
him down,
and
puts
a bullet in his head.
Momma
returns home
and
even
daddy
returns now to groan
about
“My
baby.”
The
teachers and principal at Bethune,
those
who had ignored him as one of those
bringing
the problems of society into their hallways,
feign
concern,
mumbling
something about,
“He
was a mighty fine boy when he got himself to school.”
And
thus goes the tale of two Girards,
where
hypocrisy abounds,
success
is elusive even when attained,
and
death is often premature
but
comes in many forms.
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